I got tagged by Gina again, and since I'm not prompted any other way to let people in DA know I'm still alive, here goes~!
(One day I'll start updating again, I promise... It's just that I STILL can't afford a new scanner)

8 Random Things About Yourself
1.- post the rules
2.- write down 8 random things about yourself.
3.- you must tag 8 folks

**HaHA! To end this vicious cycle of meme death, I tag...NO ONE! MWAAAAHAHAHAA!
Actually I have no one to tag. *shrug* I mean, I DO have people to tag, but I'm pretty sure they're too busy with things like...I dunno. Art. (I love to stalk you aaaaall!)

1.) Ummm... Okay, here's something. I'm really bad at talking about myself. More to the point, if someone were to ask me a specific question, I could ramble ooooon and on about it FOREVER. BUT, if someone were to just say, "Say something about yourself, I'd have a really hard time thinking of anything to say. So this meme is going to take me like....hours to fill out. .___.;

2.) Lately I've been really content to stay at home and talk to nobody. I think the most social contact I've had lately is when I go to work and chat with my employees/co-workers/bosses. This is okay, because most of them are pretty cool~ But still, I don't see any of them outside of work. Sometimes I get a little depressed when I don't talk to someone for a long time, but I find that when I DO talk to them, I just end up very irritated with them, and humanity in general, and then I remember why I stopped talking to people to begin with. I think part of my problem is that I have too few friends that are too close. I know so many of their personality flaws, and ect. Another problem is that I only really hang out with one or two at a time, instead of going from person to person~ So I guess that makes me get irritated with them faster. :\ Although...this, I think, can only REALLY apply to my Athens friends. I don't see my OL friends enough to get along with them, let along get annoyed with them. That's the fault of my antisocialism too.


3.)For as much as I may act the opposite, I really do like filling out memes. I get bored so easily on the internet sometimes. @__@ Memes are a GREAT way to go braindead and waste some time that I can't use for productive things.

4.) I secretly want to pack up a backpack and just leave. I'd go traveling on foot in the boonies of Japan, with nothing to worry about except the skill level of my Japanese.
My guilt, fear, and attachment to people, things, pets, the future, will never allow me to do this. Unless someone told me I was going to die in one year.

5.) I barely remember what I'm dreaming anymore.

6.) Regardless of how cheery and happysmiley I may seem when I'm hanging out with someone, I'm actually undergoing a very severe problem of feeling self-conscience, clumsy, oafish, stupid, annoying, loud, boring... Basically, when hanging out with people, i mentally beat myself into a little pulp. This is something I seriously need to work out with myself. I think it's another very big reason why I've lost pretty much any interest in talking with people. I only feel awful about myself when I socialize, so I'd really like to get over that before forcing myself into the public again.

7.) Okay, I think everything up until now has been pretty unnecessarily depressing. Time for something good. I recently go a portfolio turned in to someone with the know-how and hook-ups to potentially get me into a college. More importantly, an art college. In.... ITALY! I'm way hyped. Even if I don't go to Italy, this is a really big opportunity for me to finally get some of my stuff shown around!

8.) Most everyone knows this already, but I have 14 cats. Yes, you read that correctly. I've never in my life had no cats at all, and there was no point in my life after I turned 3 that I've had less than 2 cats. WHEEEEE! Kitties!